so yeah... i have no need for this site anymore.. of course ill leave my account in case i ever just want back on. but by then im sure ill have made a new one.

my life is pretty much fucked up right now.. and i need to get things straight.

and besides no oone even looks at my art anymore.. i will be on one other time to delete most of my deviations and journals. and everything else

sorry y'all who did like my work. but ive got too much crap going on.

bye y'all

~jackie~

I thought you werent the one for me,
but i was surely wrong,
when i heard i hurt you,
i quickly realized,
i made the biggest mistake of my life,
you slipped away,
like sand running through my fingers,
and i didnt have you for long,
you are my oxygen,
and without you,
i cant breathe, i will hold my last breathe,
untl you wrap me in your arms an say i love you

some chick on myspace wrote this. its really good. an id thought id share it.

ok ive been in this house all summer long. and its starting to get a lil anoying. not that i didnt have fun when you were here maddie i did. school starts back up in two weeks or so. so im happy a lil about that.

blakes gunna be outta town for the next two weeks! i wont get to talk to him all this week unless he gets on a computer or his mumma lets him use her phone.

well anyway. i hvent been able to sleep. i get this way when i cant talk to blake for long periods of time... so.. idk when the next time ill get a decents night sleep.

ok ive been looking threw the drawings of my gallery, and i came accrossed the drawings of wolves for wolves of teravista
and i need to redraw all of the characters for it. and get it rename. thers alot of renaming to be done. and i may start the story over. i dont kno yet.

all and all a lot of work to be done. i doubt all even get it all of it done. but i can sure try.

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and an even happier news. my birthday is tomorro. im so so so excited for it. cuz imma gonna get to see my friends. well a few of them. but i mostly excited to see blake.
Blake
he finally... asked me out... i kno it may be wrong of my to get together with him. but i still like him a whole lot. but imma gonna be extra careful this time... i dont kno if i can take another heart break episode.


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and now on an even HAPPIER note. MADDIE IS GONNA BE AT MY HOUSE ALL OF NEXT WEEK!!!!!!! i get to see my best friend!! after these so many long years! we are driving up saturday to get her. its gonna be so much fun.!

well thats all for now my friends
i will right again friday.

ps im hopefully dying my hair today!!!

LOVES YA ALL!

~jackie~

.........tom broke up with me today.... dont ask me why.. i dont really know the real reason why he did....

{again cant change my emotion thingy}

ill write again someother time....

~jackie~